… and how they speak to me now.
Two boys were born from my womb into this world.
As a nurturing lady I loved the feeding and the bath fun and then the clean pyjamas and the book.
The refrain that was read again and again. The opening of pages together and the repeat. The cycle of sharing books continued with the grandsons.
Should it be the biggest surprise then that the words are planted in my head!
Deeper still the words are found in my mind as I experience the hills and valleys of life of growing older. Losing loved ones. A nana , mum, dad and friends.
Words shared with the little ones back then echo at a deeper level with a profound message that repeated its refrain,
You can't go under it, you can't go around it, you have to go through it.
The truth is a kiss that says you can do this journey, you can go through it. Brave and fearfulness still grip the soul of me. Yet the firm foothold on the grit of the road step after step knowing avoidance is not how to do this. Its the steadfast hope looming for the bigger dream. A God dream. God-colours. I'm walking with a firmer step now. The journey through offerslight vibrant not grey. Distinctive.
The next book is so very tiny. It offers a joy to read and the pictures are a delight.
The light in this story is never quite enough. A bigger lantern is brought in to create a better experience and eradicate the dark.
Stepping out to the moon offers the real experience. A full moon fills the whole being with light.
Contentment brings rest. Light becomes enough. Oh the beauty of a child's story. The dark all around can be troublesome and frightening, yet how we are healed and restored as we experience the best of lights. A beauty and a wonder at the chromatography of God inside us. We can be so aware of our darkness about our world. Look up there's a bigger light and a illumination in the Christ who brings the Light to us.
Grace instead of a hammer that knocks us back and makes me cower. Greater Grace. I'm only just touching the surface of it. The Love of it. The hand in my journey through and the Light beaming its best redemptive story into my world.
I know Jesus has it covered .
I've just to trust.