Examine me, and probe my thoughts!Test me, and know my concerns!

 See if there is any idolatrous tendency in me,

and lead me in the reliable ancient path!



To have no higher preference than to be like Him 

Dallas Willard

Part 1

Do I prefer Him 

Do I think somehow He needs my help ! 

The one who shows such love  on the  cross 

Do I doubt 

Is He enough 

That He makes me enough too

Me! fickle and dreamy and often lost 

I cannot get it yet . 

That He says I’m enough . 

He ….

Treasured me 

Created me . 

Loves me 

Sings over me. . . .

I Sip the coffee , 

 photograph the flowers, 

read a book 

Come back to it . 

He makes me enough . 

Grasp it girl 🙆🏼

Loves me . . . 

I muse this thing 

It will make all the difference in the world 

Assist your wholeness better than any therapy 

I reflect 

This perfect love :

Contemplate –

It’s awesomeness 

Ponder –

It’s spirit qualities 

That my years of struggle with me is in knowing 

Being loved 


Mary pose not Martha 


Put down the tools 



Let shame melt away

Independence cease 

let me lean 

Let me walk in the good path 


My good Father 

He holds my hand 

Part 2
I muse how I try to carry my burdens . 

Whom do I want to carry it . 

On my tiny shoulders or on His cross thorn ones . 

Why do I even consider that I might be able to do this thing . 

Stand with the weight of the worlds concerns or even one individual. 

I cannot . I’ve tried it breaks you 

 In my praying I hold up my cares giving a helping hand to the One who says actually ‘just give it to me’




casting all your cares [all your anxieties, all your worries, and all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares about you [with deepest affection, and watches over you very carefully

My moments musing these things today . Holding His word . Truth . #lean-in 


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